Monday, April 06, 2009

Revelation



I was reading this today and I think I had a breakthrough.

Maybe I can't find a job because that's not what I want. I had "a job" and hated it for 8 of the 9 years and 5 months I was there - no matter what I did. I left that place because I wanted more than just "a job." I wanted to enjoy my work. I wanted to actually use my brain and talents. I wanted freedom. I wanted better money for work I enjoyed and couldn't wait to do.

So, if this is my block to finding work, what does it mean? We need money, another real income, but I will never be happy with "a job." What do I do? Do I stop praying for exactly the thing I don't want (because the Universe knows I don't really want it anyway)? Do I go back to praying for meaningful work I can enjoy? Even if it means I don't work again for another year?

What the hell do I do???

8 comments:

SoMuchSugar said...

YOU SHOULD DO it. "More meaningful work that you enjoy." No time like the present to start looking for it....

citygirl said...

I've been looking for it. My question is, should I stick with just looking for a job I'll enjoy, even though it reduces my options for actually finding work? Or, should I keep looking for any old job at all because we need the money (even though I'll probably hate it)?

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Miss Tracey Nolan said...

Oh, honey, if I knew the answer to that question...my whole life would be a lot easier. Ugh. I wish you clarity and results and soon!

citygirl said...

Thanks Tracey ;)

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